The Answer Lies Within

I’ve never had one before but I think I could use one. 19/f/ia message me if interested

I feel gross. I ate two pieces of pizza and some oreos and I’m regretting it so bad. I tried to purge but it didn’t work :(

But I’m on my period and blazed as fuck so. Yeah.

theintrovertmisfit:

*stomach gurgle*

Me: Huh, I guess I’ll eat and just fast tomorrow to make up for it.

*eats everything in kitchen.*

Next day:

*stomache gurgle*

Me: Ill just put off fasting another day.

*continues process for whole week*

And I wonder why I’m fat.
Maybe I should just take up purging.

Exactly

I ate 1400 calories today. I’m so ashamed of myself.

Now I’m down to snorting Ambien and Benadryl. Slight headache now. Feel awesome and able to sleep in a few. It’s kicking in and I feel great.

But I’m afraid I’ll disappoint you.

I’m scared he’s gonna realize that he deserves way better than me and he’s gonna leave.

But it’s so tempting. I’ve never done it and I don’t want to start but I feel so fat and gross. I don’t know what to do…